Okay, I have to get this off my mind before I go crazy. I watched Koizora last night, which was good, of course. And now this has been nagging me ever since. So, beware, spoilers are ahead.
Why is it that people diagnosed with a fatal disease feel as if they need to push their loved one away in order to spare their feelings? I mean, I do understand their reasoning, but it just seems like it makes the whole thing worse.
In Koizora, think about all those years that Mika and Hiro lost together, because Hiro didn't want to see Mika go through that kind of pain. Well, think about how hard it was when you dumped her, Hiro!!! Not only that, but you didn't have her around to support her for about two/three years or so. And of course, they reunite in the end but only have a short time together. I can't stand thinking about that precious time they lost.
The whole pushing away of someone special to you happened in 1 Litre of Tears too. It never seems to help in the end. If I loved someone that much, I wouldn't want to be pushed away. I'd rather endure the pain of my love's fatal illness rather than the pain of breaking up for the sake of my feelings.
I don't know. It just bugs me, the whole thing about that. Because while I understand the reasoning, I don't at the same time. And now that I've typed about it, I hope I can stop thinking about it. lol I hate it when movies make me think for too long afterwards. Okay, so I don't hate it, but it just nags away at me, and I don't care for that.
Also about Koizora, I want their cell phones! The phones on Japanese dramas and movies are always sooo cool! They even took a picture of her and Hiro when the face of the phone was towards them! (Albeit, it wasn't a very good one. Haha.)
And lastly, I don't see how people can watch these kind of movies in the theatre. Too much cryage! It didn't help that I had just watched The Fountain (a VERY EXTREMELY strange movie), which had the wife dying of a brain tumor. So I had already shed a few tears for that, and then I went and watched Hiro dying of cancer. At least I didn't get a headache like after I finished the last episode of 1 Litre of Tears.
I think I covered everything for that. I haven't updated in the past few days, so I'll be back later on to catch up. I woke up early this morning, so I was able to pop on quickly and post here, which I'm very glad about. Oh, I also hope to catch up on my f-page, so keep an eye out. ;) Laters dudes!