Life leaves a sweet and bitter after taste
It has been almost a year since I last wrote in LJ. I was so busy last semester that I didn't have time to confide my feelings in at all.
Life is like bitter chocolate. At least I hope it's going to be like bitter chocolate. Bitter in the beginning and leaves a sweet after taste.
I decided to join a sorority last semester. Why? I haven't really figured that out just yet. I was perfectly fine without joining the Greek life. However, I guess I wanted to try out something different and completely unlike me. "To test the water" is what people call it. Do I regret? I think not. I've made wondrous sisters that are not related by blood. We're bonded by fate and trials of tribulations.
It was nothing like what you normally see how sorority is portrayed in the media. It was a real eye opener. And it changed how I view things regarding sororities as well as life. That's the upside of my life.
Love?? The last time I wrote on livejournal, regarding my crushes. I have forgotten the other one, who possess a girlfriend. I honestly do not recall that guy. I guess it was just a fluke because I should be able to remember the guys I developed interests in. But, that aside, I can finally say that I have gotten over Mr. Two Year . Will I forget him?? I highly doubt it. Do I still like him? I also highly doubt it.
Through out these two semesters, I developed crushes on two other guys. One last semester, who, I no longer crush on. And the one this semester, who I think was toying with my feelings. I don't think I'm crushing on him anymore either. Funny really, I again, emphasize the fact that I absolutely have no luck with guys. That, or my luck with guys has not come to visit me yet. At this point, I am just following with the ocean's current.
It is about to be 2:25am. I am in dire need of sleep. I will continue my writings of nothingness another time. Good night.
<~3 Sweetest of Illusions
"The sun will undoubtedly come up tomorrow"
Life is like bitter chocolate. At least I hope it's going to be like bitter chocolate. Bitter in the beginning and leaves a sweet after taste.
I decided to join a sorority last semester. Why? I haven't really figured that out just yet. I was perfectly fine without joining the Greek life. However, I guess I wanted to try out something different and completely unlike me. "To test the water" is what people call it. Do I regret? I think not. I've made wondrous sisters that are not related by blood. We're bonded by fate and trials of tribulations.
It was nothing like what you normally see how sorority is portrayed in the media. It was a real eye opener. And it changed how I view things regarding sororities as well as life. That's the upside of my life.
Love?? The last time I wrote on livejournal, regarding my crushes. I have forgotten the other one, who possess a girlfriend. I honestly do not recall that guy. I guess it was just a fluke because I should be able to remember the guys I developed interests in. But, that aside, I can finally say that I have gotten over Mr. Two Year . Will I forget him?? I highly doubt it. Do I still like him? I also highly doubt it.
Through out these two semesters, I developed crushes on two other guys. One last semester, who, I no longer crush on. And the one this semester, who I think was toying with my feelings. I don't think I'm crushing on him anymore either. Funny really, I again, emphasize the fact that I absolutely have no luck with guys. That, or my luck with guys has not come to visit me yet. At this point, I am just following with the ocean's current.
It is about to be 2:25am. I am in dire need of sleep. I will continue my writings of nothingness another time. Good night.
<~3 Sweetest of Illusions
"The sun will undoubtedly come up tomorrow"