I think I'm just through with it...
You know.... Have you ever reached a certain point in your life where you're just so tire of everything??? Well, I think I might have.... Maybe not, but I know that I am effin tire of my dad. He thinks I'm stupid and ask me for shit like explaining a letter that has no use, but when I tell him it's nothing of importance, he said I'm useless and make a big fuss out of NOTHING. I'm just tire.... I don't want to cry but it's really hard holding it in right now. I'm strong, but not when you're own father deems you worthless to breathe. I'm just fucken tire of his damn antic, saying he bought me this and he bought me that. Alright... When I effin make money, I'll pay him back... Then I owe him NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll pay him back for my car, and how ever many years the insurance, school?? I pay for that shit with the help of financial aid, he didn't pay for shit. Fuck it all... Hell it's like not having a father anyways. He might have treated me well when my lil' bro wasn't born but it ain't the same now. I'm good, I don't need a father like him. Thanks for all that you might have given me, but I don't need it, I'll treat it as an IOU, I'll pay you back. Just wait, I'll get out of your sight soon enough.
<~3 Sweetest of Illusions