Sep 21, 2006 14:22
how come i develop feelings but things never last.... i dont want to tell him what he means to me because he'll eventually just leave.
brandon...WTF thats a serious WHAT THE FUCK! get him outta my head ! he's back in tx on the 15th of oct. he wont get a hold of me. how do i get my stuff back...how do i get him his stuff... i miss being that happy.
why am i so down? i need to just get this outta my head!!!
i want james to stick around. i want brandon to finalize and close everything off. i want things to settle out and be defined!!!
but its good to want things...thats about it