Jul 07, 2003 15:02
What am I doing in this life....
I'm engaged to a guy and I'm only 16!! He acts like my dad. Do I wanna live with that forever? I have no teenage years left, I'm going to go through my last two years of high school as an 18 year olds fiance. Maybe he's ready for that but I'm not. I can't believe myself. And everytime that I talk to Tim I drift farther and farther away from Adam...Adam senses it too. He keeps talking about how he's scared that he's losing me. And I hate to say it to him but I'm scared to. I think I'm falling for Tim...