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[sworntosecrecy]

I don't remember the last time my life was this hard.
probably about 7 years ago.
i need help.
i need friends.
and good friends at that.
this past weekend was not good.
i learned a lot about my friends and about myself.
somethings i wish didnt happen. but they did.
nevertheless, im where i am right now, for a purpose.
and i trust God will pull me through,
but it is so hard doing this without a strong support system around you.
its me and its God.
thats all ive got.