a simple sunday
Went swimming in the lake today at a nearby State Park. It may sound kind of odd, but today was the first time I went swimming in over four years. I'm not sure when I stopped swimming or why exactly but I'm pretty sure it had to do with an overall lack of self-esteem. I was really contemplating changing my mind when the crowd ridden beach came into view but I quickly got over this and had a great time. Even though I know my fear is completely irrational (I do consider myself to be pretty good looking :D) there is still some of that old shyness that pops up from time to time. What is most important to acknowledge is that even those with desirable looks have issues with body image.
Later in the afternoon I watched Paranormal Activity with my mom and younger sister. I am actually somewhat disappointed with the film ;_; While some parts are genuinely scary to those experiencing them in the movie the rest sort of fell flat for me... (I could just be desensitized though.) I did enjoy how the events played out though, I was really just hoping to be scared out of my seat. ^^
Later in the afternoon I watched Paranormal Activity with my mom and younger sister. I am actually somewhat disappointed with the film ;_; While some parts are genuinely scary to those experiencing them in the movie the rest sort of fell flat for me... (I could just be desensitized though.) I did enjoy how the events played out though, I was really just hoping to be scared out of my seat. ^^