I don't know
The start to the weekend was pretty good. I saw Christina on Saturday and we had a blast doing all sorts of shtuffs...baking brownies, watching stupid youtube videos, and playing with my Tutu sims. I've been taking it pretty easy, despite midterms, just because I need a break. This week is going to be pretty intense, but at least it's only a couple of days. The half-day is looking pretty good, I'm going out to lunch with Becca, who is almost never available anymore. I can't remember that last time me, Christina and Becca were all together other than parties...I miss our beginning of the year tea parties!
I feel...disappointed with myself, but I don't know why. It's true I could budget my time better, but on the weekdays I've been making improvements. I've been doing my best with my diet too...I've already lost a little weight, and when I get my license soon I'll be able to get my own groceries more often. Maybe it's because of my lack of involvement with the one acts? I'm only human. I needed a break to get myself healthy, and I don't really think I was really obligated to do anything in the first place. I did some minor publicity things for Mrs.K, but maybe I was supposed to do more? I don't know. The kind of work I do, I've found, is I'm good at coming up with ideas, but I need someone else to organize them for me. My head is just so soupy; I think differently than most people and it's hard to get my thoughts out coherently. It's nice talking to my mom about these things too ( who is really struggling right now), because we both like to do volunteer work behind the scenes, but it's hard for us to work with other people. I feel so bad for her right now, she needs a break! But my family went away for the weekend, so hopefully that's a bit of a breather for her.
Oh, and I do have to say: Avatar is a damn good show. You should watch it. People scoff at it because they think it's an "anime wannabe", but compared to all those other crap American shows, but Avatar does it rite. In fact, it has a better plot and characters than a lot of anime I have seen. I know the shipping fandom is a mess, but since when do I ever become active in fandom anyways? hahahahaha.
(besides, as of right now, I love both Kataang AND Zutara ^^ spread the love. Sokka and Toph are cute too.)
I feel...disappointed with myself, but I don't know why. It's true I could budget my time better, but on the weekdays I've been making improvements. I've been doing my best with my diet too...I've already lost a little weight, and when I get my license soon I'll be able to get my own groceries more often. Maybe it's because of my lack of involvement with the one acts? I'm only human. I needed a break to get myself healthy, and I don't really think I was really obligated to do anything in the first place. I did some minor publicity things for Mrs.K, but maybe I was supposed to do more? I don't know. The kind of work I do, I've found, is I'm good at coming up with ideas, but I need someone else to organize them for me. My head is just so soupy; I think differently than most people and it's hard to get my thoughts out coherently. It's nice talking to my mom about these things too ( who is really struggling right now), because we both like to do volunteer work behind the scenes, but it's hard for us to work with other people. I feel so bad for her right now, she needs a break! But my family went away for the weekend, so hopefully that's a bit of a breather for her.
Oh, and I do have to say: Avatar is a damn good show. You should watch it. People scoff at it because they think it's an "anime wannabe", but compared to all those other crap American shows, but Avatar does it rite. In fact, it has a better plot and characters than a lot of anime I have seen. I know the shipping fandom is a mess, but since when do I ever become active in fandom anyways? hahahahaha.
(besides, as of right now, I love both Kataang AND Zutara ^^ spread the love. Sokka and Toph are cute too.)