those good old days......
i hate it when i dont know what to feel. its when i have that empty feeling just eating away inside. but yeah, i dont know what to do or how to deal with it. so im just gonna let it play out and if it all goes to shit, which seems to be the flavor of the year, then oh well it will. thats kinda my bleak outlook right now. but ill snap out of it in a couple days.... or whatever..... dont care.