Sep 16, 2005 00:22
Ok, this is just me trying to lay out exactly what the fuck is going on with me for the next couple weeks. I was gonna keep this privet but I figured I could post it incase anyone wants to hang out with me feels like figuring out which 2 seconds I have free. Feel free to totally disregard this or just skip down to the end.
-Fri 9/16- sleep in? Oh please oh please. Fucking yard work that'll take 3+ hours if I do everything I'm supposed to do. Get car insurance claim and all that shit taken care of. Ring gig @ 10 to 5. Wear Lara Croft costume and be prepared for children. grrr.
-Sat 9/17- work 9-5. This kills the rest of the day until about 11pm when I'll wake up again...just in time to find a costume for tomorrow (maybe something involving the new gold chain bra) and go to bed for:
-Sun 9/18- MRF ...ALL FUCKIN' DAY. up at 6:30am, home about 8:30-9:30 pm
-Mon 9/19- work. Maybe go to the Goth club if I still have a pulse and any patience left to drive over there.
-Tues 9/20- school all day & Ring till 10pm
-Wed 9/21- work till 7 and I'm probably booked that night.
-Thurs 9/22- school all day & ring till 10
-Fri 9/23- MRF school day....all fucking day.
-Sat 9/24- work 9-5. Get shit ready for the last day of:
-Sun 9/25- MRF...ALL FUCKING DAY. And then we tear down shit. Granted, it shouldn't be too bad this year with no tent, but still.
-Mon 9/26- Work. Again.
-Tues 9/27- school. ring. day blown.
-Wed 9/28- work. maybe free time after 8pm
-Thurs 9/29- school. ring. Pack?
-Fri 9/30- Pack and lave for Missouri Ring gig (some renn fair). Arrive in Missouri.
-Sat 10/1- Renaissance fair. Fight, run games, entertain patrons. Leave Missouri? Yeah. We must cuz...
-Sun 10/2- Ring open house at 10am. Back in Michigan. Fuck. Me. Stupid.
-Mon 10/3- work.
-Tues 10/4- school and ring. Begin haunted house show work. Will be performing at the haunted house in Pontiac fridays and saturdays untill November starting 10/14.
-repeat normal week. Maybe on Sunday I can take a day off. But I also have to figure out when I'm dropping my car off at the shop for 10 DAYS to get fixed.
Now that I'm looking at this, I'm realizing how stupid this is. Let me break it down:
Kat is a vampire. This means Kat has no virtually no energy (esp. since Kat has trouble accepting help from other people). Kat is trying to go to college, work a mundane little job, and fight while still trying to keep in some kind of contact with friends (who I hardly ever get to see anymore). Being a low energy person, I have been forced to learn a rough idea of how I need to pace myself to get through shit (unlike some people *coughGregcough*) and this ain't it. When I was going crazy last year from doing the same thing except with 10 more school credits, I decided that I need at least one day off a week to recoup and get normal life maintenance shit done. I know that others out there have more on their plates than I have,and I wish them the best of luck with their shit, but this is starting to look like I'm trying to pull the Unpaid Stunt Performer's version of harakiri. I am already sick, exhausted, bruised to hell, and have about two nerves left between me and mass homicide with the one-meter broadsword. Grrr. Arg. *starts rubbing sore spots on body* WTF - I just found out that I can literally move the deep, nectarine-sized bruise on my upper ASS around internally about 3 inches in any direction... That shouldn't happen, right? Like, I can pick it up and move it. What the hell? Bruises shouldn't be able to migrate. What the hell did I bruise - my ass fat?? It's not like I've got THAT much or I wouldn't have gotten the bruise in the first place - oh wait. Never mind. Damn anemia. The doctors actually had me drink straight iron when I was little. You could blow air on me and I'd turn blue. Then black, purple, green, then that nice puke/highlighter yellow.*sigh* Maybe I'll take that break from Ring after the haunted house. I was going to a couple months ago but I decided I needed to stick through fucking MRF. I know I could never stay away from swords and fighting, but it'd be nice to actualy build my hit points back up again.