[ Filtered away from Joshua, Aion + known threats to the Opera // Unhackable ]
...That was the third time there's been a curse that turns people in animals. How annoying. But I suppose there are worse curses to repeat.
And whoever messed up the Opera House kitchen on that curse day had better come out with it. You're buying a new door to replace the one you terrorized. And you should have picked up your own goddamn mess. Why the hell do I have to clean up after these idiots?
Amu, do you understand coding well enough, now? If you have any further questions or problems with network locking and the like, let me know.
[ Private to Ahiru ]
Listen, I-- I was a little harsh on you about-- Did I really make you--- I'm sorr--- Hey, moron. Do you have a moment? I'd like to speak with you.
[ / Private ]
[ Private ]
Mytho and Rue are officially married now. I'm sure this place isn't likely where they imagined to have their wedding, but at least there were no curses to ruin the ceremony. And if they had married back in Mytho's kingdom... I doubt Ahiru or myself would have been able to witness it. Although I could have done without wearing that constricting penguin suit. And the party afterward. I hope this damn city allows them some well-deserved happiness.
...As much as I didn't want to believe it, I really seem to have lost large pieces of my memory from this place. But why only concerning her? I don't know what to make of these old network posts and entries that I apparently made and yet remember nothing about. They became more and more confusing as I kept reading, so I've stopped. I can't pretend to recall it all and put on some kind of fake show and I'm only going to be further puzzled by everything I read. Fakiing--pretending--trying to be something I'm not-- that would be too...strange. I don't have those feelings. Even if I might have once, I need to... put this behind me now. I can't move forward and do what I need to in order to protect them all if I'm stuck dwelling on things I can't even remember. I know...that's going to hurt her. Rue said that I made her cry already. And she also said something about that moron have suitors, but that must be absolute nonsense.
...I can't see it. I've thought about it and tried to wrap my head around the possibility, but... no. It's always been a more friendly affection. Hasn't it? And she... how could she ever have come to see me that way? I'm a far stretch from someone kind and princely like Mytho. And when she said those words... it was all wrong. It sounded wrong, it felt wrong, it was wrong. I can't deal with it. Period.
Whatever might have happened in the past here will have to stay there. For the good of both of us. If only she could understand that. I'm not sure how to convince her, but I think I've avoided her long enough. We were a team before. I know I can trust her. And aside from my own frustration over this mess... she's still an important person to me. Just not in that way.
[ / Private ]
And whoever messed up the Opera House kitchen on that curse day had better come out with it. You're buying a new door to replace the one you terrorized. And you should have picked up your own goddamn mess. Why the hell do I have to clean up after these idiots?
Amu, do you understand coding well enough, now? If you have any further questions or problems with network locking and the like, let me know.
[ Private to Ahiru ]
Listen, I-- I was a little harsh on you about-- Did I really make you--- I'm sorr--- Hey, moron. Do you have a moment? I'd like to speak with you.
[ / Private ]
[ Private ]
Mytho and Rue are officially married now. I'm sure this place isn't likely where they imagined to have their wedding, but at least there were no curses to ruin the ceremony. And if they had married back in Mytho's kingdom... I doubt Ahiru or myself would have been able to witness it. Although I could have done without wearing that constricting penguin suit. And the party afterward. I hope this damn city allows them some well-deserved happiness.
...As much as I didn't want to believe it, I really seem to have lost large pieces of my memory from this place. But why only concerning her? I don't know what to make of these old network posts and entries that I apparently made and yet remember nothing about. They became more and more confusing as I kept reading, so I've stopped. I can't pretend to recall it all and put on some kind of fake show and I'm only going to be further puzzled by everything I read. Fakiing--pretending--trying to be something I'm not-- that would be too...strange. I don't have those feelings. Even if I might have once, I need to... put this behind me now. I can't move forward and do what I need to in order to protect them all if I'm stuck dwelling on things I can't even remember. I know...that's going to hurt her. Rue said that I made her cry already. And she also said something about that moron have suitors, but that must be absolute nonsense.
...I can't see it. I've thought about it and tried to wrap my head around the possibility, but... no. It's always been a more friendly affection. Hasn't it? And she... how could she ever have come to see me that way? I'm a far stretch from someone kind and princely like Mytho. And when she said those words... it was all wrong. It sounded wrong, it felt wrong, it was wrong. I can't deal with it. Period.
Whatever might have happened in the past here will have to stay there. For the good of both of us. If only she could understand that. I'm not sure how to convince her, but I think I've avoided her long enough. We were a team before. I know I can trust her. And aside from my own frustration over this mess... she's still an important person to me. Just not in that way.
[ / Private ]