Apr 05, 2008 20:15
How do I right this? I still can't--
And the longer it takes, who knows what could--
If that bastard hadn't gotten away, then--
I can't be useless at a time like this. Goddammit.
Rue, Mytho... I'm doing what I can.
...And for god's sake, someone take that blasted camera away from Uzura before things get out of hand again. I'd chase her down myself, but there are more pressing matters at hand.
[ Private ]
This is getting more and more unsettling. Why is it so difficult to write a story to fix this? Or at least something to start - something I can work with. I've been researching and writing drafts, but nothing seems to be having any effect on his story whatsoever.
Dammit. ...Could he have been strengthening his power all this time he was away from the City?
...Or perhaps it's because of...
That's probably more likely. Or it could be both, I suppose. I did decide that I would explain things to her. And I'm certain she would be willing to assist for Mytho and Rue's sakes. But something... something isn't right with her lately. Usually I can read her actions well enough but it's almost like she's trying to hide something. And she's not particularly good at it, either. If something is wrong, why won't she tell me?
...And I have the feeling talking to her would no doubt bring up the other subject. Just what the hell is she trying to pull, anyway? Is it that enjoyable for her to see me jealous or something? It's like she's going out of her way to get negative reactions and I can't fathom why.
Moron.
...Nonetheless, nothing is going to get resolved in either case if I don't speak to her about it. And this really can't wait any longer.
[ / Private ]
[ Private ]
We still need to talk. About a few things, but mostly concerning Rue and Mytho's situation. I suppose it's about time you knew the truth about how my writing works, anyway.
[ /Private ]
[ ooc: Strikes are gone. Sorry for being so fail lately. I'll try to pick it up a notch. ]
need my inspiration,
rue,
writer's block?,
ahiru,
useless again?,
drosselmeyer,
mytho,
what's with the hot/cold treatment?,
writing,
uzura