The broken brain-box
I've finally started dreaming again after about 6-8 months of waking up with nothing. I'm not positive why the dreams went away but I think it may have to do with my general inability to act without taping into my subconcious mind. I'm allways going in there, whether I'm working, reading a novel, engrossing myself in a game or having a conversation. I'd like to think of it as a gift. I never have to wonder why I'm acting a certain way or ponder my emotional responses. The truth is that for the most part It's a curse. I can't just act on impulse, ever. If something that I do ever seems random to other people it isn't to me. I have to constantly evaluate my emotions and actions and it's incredibly draining at times. I'm hoping that these dreams mean that I'm letting a few things slip by. What I do isn't healthy. Here's to more dreams.
Edit~ ok so maybe it was more like 3-4 months, it certainly felt longer though.
Edit~ ok so maybe it was more like 3-4 months, it certainly felt longer though.