one fine day
i had a really good time today
it was like the last time i'll be seeing lesley
and alot more of kren to come!
and the 2nd last time i'll be seeing cass
it was a good idea that we compromised and ended up staying in holland v
finally got to see cass' room, which is really tiny
my college one is 3 times bigger :p
but i don't like too big rooms, feels a bit bare and lonely..
so kren and i were talking
and she asked me if i was homesick
and i said no. cos i had constant company
and i said maybe her apartment will make her feel abit sad about being away cause you're like living alone kinda thing
so anyway one thing led to another,
and we started talking about how we had to constantly occupy our lives with something
so that the loneliness won't seep in
and the minute we're alone, we'll start to feel awfully empty
i think the problem is that we're not living a God centered life
cause she gave me an example of this couple.
well anyway apparently the girl is really stoic and the guy is really wild
but yet they manage to last for quite a while
the girl is apparently really independent and trusts him
and i guess the reason why she is like this is because she seeks solace from God at all times
1) makes you loving
2) makes you patient
3) makes you forgive
4) makes you compromise
5) makes you understand
so if i was her, i'd probably have dumped him eons ago
i can't take it if my bf goes clubbing every weekend or goes out with a girl
but then again,
that's me now.
and the me later on.. won't be like this anymore.
i don't want to kill anyone anymore
lol.
it's tiring anyway, being so cautious, so jealous and so insecure.
ever since girls discovered boys, we have always been so caught up with them and maybe sometimes put our priorities all wrong..
but ever since everything
i feel like i know no boys anymore
and i'm back to pri sch days
where i just rely on my girly pals and my mum.
it's a very innocent feeling, haha
to the girl friends who have stuck by me!
CHEERS
i'm really glad we're doing this
you forced this upon me
and i feel really good that you believed in me that i would be able to overcome this.
i hate lonely nights.
go away lonely nights!
on a random note
i have been going crazy trying to find the perfect chendol
so far i've tried the scotts one and that's my all time favourite! but scotts bloody hell closed down
then the holland v food court one was not bad, but today it was pretty disappointing
the holland v hawker one is pretty damn bad, diluted.
the wisma food court one is not bad
jb one is pretty gd
i don't like it when my chendol stuff is above my ice
my ice needs to be above the chendol!!!!
ugh. but lately it has been the other way around pretty consistently :/
and the ice needs to be smooth and soft, not the hard one.
ick-
i think i'm driving kren crazy with chendol cos i always eat chendol when she's around
my bags are packed and i'm ready to go.
it was like the last time i'll be seeing lesley
and alot more of kren to come!
and the 2nd last time i'll be seeing cass
it was a good idea that we compromised and ended up staying in holland v
finally got to see cass' room, which is really tiny
my college one is 3 times bigger :p
but i don't like too big rooms, feels a bit bare and lonely..
so kren and i were talking
and she asked me if i was homesick
and i said no. cos i had constant company
and i said maybe her apartment will make her feel abit sad about being away cause you're like living alone kinda thing
so anyway one thing led to another,
and we started talking about how we had to constantly occupy our lives with something
so that the loneliness won't seep in
and the minute we're alone, we'll start to feel awfully empty
i think the problem is that we're not living a God centered life
cause she gave me an example of this couple.
well anyway apparently the girl is really stoic and the guy is really wild
but yet they manage to last for quite a while
the girl is apparently really independent and trusts him
and i guess the reason why she is like this is because she seeks solace from God at all times
1) makes you loving
2) makes you patient
3) makes you forgive
4) makes you compromise
5) makes you understand
so if i was her, i'd probably have dumped him eons ago
i can't take it if my bf goes clubbing every weekend or goes out with a girl
but then again,
that's me now.
and the me later on.. won't be like this anymore.
i don't want to kill anyone anymore
lol.
it's tiring anyway, being so cautious, so jealous and so insecure.
ever since girls discovered boys, we have always been so caught up with them and maybe sometimes put our priorities all wrong..
but ever since everything
i feel like i know no boys anymore
and i'm back to pri sch days
where i just rely on my girly pals and my mum.
it's a very innocent feeling, haha
to the girl friends who have stuck by me!
CHEERS
i'm really glad we're doing this
you forced this upon me
and i feel really good that you believed in me that i would be able to overcome this.
i hate lonely nights.
go away lonely nights!
on a random note
i have been going crazy trying to find the perfect chendol
so far i've tried the scotts one and that's my all time favourite! but scotts bloody hell closed down
then the holland v food court one was not bad, but today it was pretty disappointing
the holland v hawker one is pretty damn bad, diluted.
the wisma food court one is not bad
jb one is pretty gd
i don't like it when my chendol stuff is above my ice
my ice needs to be above the chendol!!!!
ugh. but lately it has been the other way around pretty consistently :/
and the ice needs to be smooth and soft, not the hard one.
ick-
i think i'm driving kren crazy with chendol cos i always eat chendol when she's around
my bags are packed and i'm ready to go.