shopping

[swongg]

i don't know what's going on
or maybe my perspective on life has changed
but when i went shopping yesterday i didn't buy a single thing!
even though quite a bit of things were on sale
it just hit me that like
i really don't need all these new things
and i have a ton of clothes at home
and if anything, maybe i should just give my money away
but of course i'm on a tight budget now
so no giving money away yet
and all i wanted to do was to adopt another child again
it was kinda amazing

and today
talking to a complete stranger who was having lunch alone
was interesting
i was just telling someone that day that i wanted to have the courage to pray out loud with people
and to just talk to random people
and wow it happened today

so now i just need to find a elderly home to give some of my extra love to