I've been pissy lately. >__> Snapping at people and such. And impatient. (In my usual mousy way at work.)
I wonder if it's a sign of growing complacency. My co-worker suggested the pissiness was a herald of that time of the month.
Ah. It was a poop day today. Poop and puke day. (Which reminds me. I need to take a shower.)
I also wanted to profess my love for the 5/2 combo. (5 mg of Hadol and 2mg of Ativan IV push.) Whoever started it should win the Nobel Prize or some other fancy award. *nods* (It's a combination of meds used to sedate combative, agitated patients who are a danger to themselves and others. )
And geeze, some people can really just suck your life out. x__x I think this profession is just going to one day push me over the edge and turn my "tendencies" into actual disorders. Hmm?
I feel inefficient a lot. And dumb, occasionally.
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Finals on Tuesday. I haven't studied enough. @__@ Damn it. I have work again tomorrow.
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I've been brooding a lot too. I mean, sure, it's one of my past times, but I've been doing it a lot more lately. Meh.
I still don't know what to do next. : \
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In the sermon this morning, the priest said, "Don't give up the good fight."
What am I fighting for? What am I fighting?
Nothing is supposed to be easy, right? So is choosing the hardest thing, always the right decision? If I'm that fixated about, maybe I really really do want it. Maybe I'm just being deterred by extraneous fears, by my insecurities.
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I concur heartily with
riisha's post. Iron Man was awesome. XD XD We enjoyed it much.
I feel crummy for not being able to elaborate more than that.
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Oh. Last. Self-plugging. Because as stated above, I'm pissy today (and for once unabashedly attention-seeking).
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Expiation )
dormant_muses / Overused Plot Lines Challenge
Naruto / Sasuke, Sakura / Rated PG 13 for language / Final Draft (FFnet Link)
AN: *scratches head* I think all the fancy-pansy medical terminology was a overdone, but ah well. It's not meant to be understood, anyway. I didn't even think about it till later. Hmm.