Dec 11, 2004 14:41
updated layout picture.
yesterday i fought it, and felt better.for once in 6 months i felt light. i had a nice conversation with denise about our relationship at the texan. drank about 25 cups of coffee and am still strung out. i also think my writers block could be diminishing. so i have some poems ..
To PLay, And Lose.
Render you Ageless. You're invariably going to be the same in the end. I look to the stars and see our bright constellation of imitation hope. encountering thoughtful ways to cope. and i'm still motor over wheels for you. from all corners of this table. someone's not gonna be able, to live up to the standards. red head you can be the watcher. the killer and the code holder with quick kick to shy your grounds. and your anguished mind. you can smile all slick. and iv'e noticed you've glanced at me more latley. with your dick. it's not very hard to see in this picture. sometimes why i don't fit.
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tell the wax to tell you facts/ see the graceful candles melted down. in the city of smoke / plus all the knick knacks. waiting to crack. / and the wise ones are now almost wax.
see the graceful candles
we take their fuel and live our lives
spiritually exhausted
distant scent
expire to greater heights/ for smoke: im breathing /
now i'm melting for the wax museum / and this is my first screening.
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I Am God. and i shal be there to judge You.
As you shall be to me.
how my soul feels will determine
the angst ill damn upon you
or the blessings you'll blissfully be ignorant about.
do you have my hand?
cause iv'e always had yours
the day someone else told you the truth
he was a betrayer that didn't bid me right
on the cross between twin brothers
i question who's really shown me the light
the clues in dillusion
the populations mixed
and ruined.
the truth is what you dont know
my momma taught me that
but she knows nothing about
the trap.
only 'god' kows
he is the naked 'dog' begging
you to feed him.
and we are the clothed 'people'
with no 'reflection'
no light.
no side.
i know what i know...
fable. fiction. dictators. christians.