Recently realizing the truth of it all..
From time to time we get punched in the face emotionally by those we entrust with our love. I found that the best thing to do while you're picking up the pieces of your personal backbone of self-esteem , which has been torn out by who ever this individual may be , is to just say fuck it. This person is not worth your time. Yes, they hurt you . Yes, they degraded you. Yes , they may have even abused you.I'm also sure you're terribley inlove with them. But it's best to remember that you're more than the pieces that they may have tried to distroy or take. We all know that love won't change how a person may see the world. We all know that sometimes love goes bad. Plus , you know deep down if they ever loved you- they'll regret what they did. And when they do (I mean really do) you may be able to rekindle a bit of what you had through friendship. Because it's best to remember when we are in a relationship with someone - that person only sees one side of the coin that we hold. Sometimes it's better to show both and hide nothing. In my personal experience I like those who don't hold back alot better.