work and play theyre never okay to mix the way we do
I kind of feel like my brain has pressed the pause button or something. I have tons of work and I cant decide if Im just indifferent to it all or Im just so tired of it. I cant wait til Christmas break. Everytime I walk into my house and come do my homework by the tree it's just like ahhhh...yes, I cant wait. I cant wait for my friends to come home from college and for all of us to go over to each others houses and hang out and then go to the movies and come out when it's freezing but just being happy that we're together and school's out and nothing matters. I love that. I have so much to do but Im likewhatever Heather, tomorrow's friday, so who really cares.
I wrote an essay about What an American is today and I think I did a really good job[it was 12 pages so that's good right?] I love writing. Alot of times when I write it just comes out and I dont really have to think about it. I want to write more. I wish I had time to write more, then I think Id be a really good writer like Marjua or Lauren Polm. I just wish I had time. There is so much I could put on paper, so much I could make someone feel, or think, or change with words. Ah! I want to write more really good stories, but I miss poetry so much. I hope I havent lost it, Im going to have to bury it somewhere out of my head. It's weird I just read a story I really liked and it made me want to write a poem and now all I can think about is how I cant wait til we get out for Christmas so I can hopefully have some time to write. Im going to make a notebook for my poems. Good Idea Heather.
Ive been doing really good in math lately it's almost weird. I didnt get anything ont he review packet last night but when we checked the answers this morning I had more than half of them right. I love little things like that. Being right when I thought I didnt get it. especially in math. It's a relief. Im excited....my dad is coming home with cream soda, I love that stuff.
I wish I could have gone to the band concert tonght but I have way too much to get done. Sorry guys. Sorry for not being there. Especially you Remy. I know it's been tough lately I like never call you Im soooo sorry Ive been so worn down with schoolwork, I love you though I do and tomorrow w'll work on our chem packet together. You made me laugh today...haha why are you saying my name in that yelling voice? lol. Oh remmyy. ..you are too cool. Going to band would make me sad too, I told JT this and he gave me a funny look on the way to class the other day. Does that make sense? It would make me miss band because I do miss band and I miss playing my flute! I dont have room for it though, and I couldnt be in symphonic next year anyways...Mr Dupree or whatever doesnt know me. Have fun tonight guys.