Bored....

Jul 12, 2005 23:50

of course. lets see, dropped financial accounting here at UF. which means my whole summer has now been negated as pointless since i won't be passing the class. at least my dad's letting me stay here and work still and not making me pay him any money back for the class and rent. whew.

bad news is, target hires 2x the cashiers they usually have for the back to school rush. which means my hours get cut. which would be fine if i actually had something to do. but i don't. so i basically sit around all day and find new ways to clean my apartment and rearrange things, i've been swimming a bunch, and working on my tan too. i'm sooo sore right now. i've swam over a mile the past few days, which compared to high school, its like nothing. but it sure is a lot harder now! i feel like such a wuss....

so yea, i'm supposedly looking for a second job. i could always use the money, and it'd give me something to do with my time. i just can't work for more than about a month or so at this point, which, who's gonna hire me? i'm hoping some of the back to school stuff like the book stores might, but we'll just have to see what i can get. i still like target, the people are awesome. they don't pay me near enough, but its still not too shabby for a first job.

the fact that gainesville is dead now doesn't help my boredom much. andy is in michigan now (sniff sniff), ashley, carolyn, christiana, jenn, emily, all those guys are gone home and what not. sure, i've still got friends here in town, but none of my really close friends. and everyone else seems to actually be busy. i need a hobby or something...i've been painting, but i'm never satisfied with any of my stuff. i'm surprised i haven't just smeared them with random colors yet...

do you ever wonder what's happened to your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend (this is what happens when i'm bored)? i'm friends with two of them on facebook, not that that tells me much. and then there's those who don't even live near you anymore, but you hear the gossip about them still. and beyond that, some just seem to fade away. its kinda sad. and what about the friends you had back in elementary and middle school? i guess it would help if i could actually remember their last names, cause then i could atleast google or facebook them. it just gets me thinking about what i wish i might have said or done. or done differently. this free time is making me think waaaay too much. i need to find something better to do with my time...

well, at least my brother and his friend are coming up this weekend. and we're going to the sinkhole. heading home sunday thru sunday. maybe the better than ezra concert at hardrock? who knows.
well, i'm signing off now, the sleeping pills are kicking in finally.
gnight all
dani
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