One of the lonliest days yet...Literally.
Ah, well. Should i be scared that I am anorexic or something? Cuz, Well, the not eating thing and getting sick when i see food and yadda? No, I am not but still...I have lost 13 pounds in the past week and a half...i dont really have it to lose. Whatever. I dont care. I guess I will die if i am meant to. I sat in my room, literally, all day long. At noon, I left, got back at one. I shopped for food. And something to clean the bathroom floor with. Then, I sat around.. For a long time. Then I went to the gym from 4-5. Came back, showered and layed around some more. And did nothing. Steve called. But I knew that even though he told me he would call me later That he would never end up doing it. That was almost 3 hours ago. I dont expect anything. Though, I miss him and I will sleep like shit tonight. Good night. PS. If you want, i will tell you where i live and you can come kill me.
Nite
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