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Huh? I am at work. Working. Sitting in a big executive chair at a big executive desk with a big executive computer and big executive responsibilities. Minus the last thing. Hm, I don't know if Heather has told anyone, but I have my own house now! How SWEET is that? Em, Joel, yea, Heather will lead you to the palace! I have a roommate, but she cool. Heather has met her, she is just sorta quiet.
Things are still going good with Rey. He is coming down on the weekend of the 8th for his birthday... It will have been a month and just over a week since I have seen him... not to be compared to the 7 months of his being in Iraq. Those are probably going to be the hardest 7 months I have ever known. At least the hard times with the parents weren't because I needed them. I think needing makes it a little harder.
Exhausted, always just so stinkin' tired. But I know that when I go home every night, Rey is going to be right there to listen to my day, and to tell me about his. To spend so much time with me, making me feel wonderful. Knowing that he isn't going to leave me or do anything to hurt me. I have never had a guy show me so much love, and I hope that he is the last one to do so. It's weird... I was telling my sister as she gave me this funny look, how Rey spends a lot of time with me. She said HOW? Well, how does he not? Puts me to bed every night, we play games together like SuDoku, or the mind teasers. Or we just make fun of eachother in fun for hours. So uplifting.
Let me shut up. I don't really ever talk to anyone about this... but damn. I am happy. Happy happy happy. Who knows the meaning of that word? I am finally getting to see a glimpse of the other side...
Things are still going good with Rey. He is coming down on the weekend of the 8th for his birthday... It will have been a month and just over a week since I have seen him... not to be compared to the 7 months of his being in Iraq. Those are probably going to be the hardest 7 months I have ever known. At least the hard times with the parents weren't because I needed them. I think needing makes it a little harder.
Exhausted, always just so stinkin' tired. But I know that when I go home every night, Rey is going to be right there to listen to my day, and to tell me about his. To spend so much time with me, making me feel wonderful. Knowing that he isn't going to leave me or do anything to hurt me. I have never had a guy show me so much love, and I hope that he is the last one to do so. It's weird... I was telling my sister as she gave me this funny look, how Rey spends a lot of time with me. She said HOW? Well, how does he not? Puts me to bed every night, we play games together like SuDoku, or the mind teasers. Or we just make fun of eachother in fun for hours. So uplifting.
Let me shut up. I don't really ever talk to anyone about this... but damn. I am happy. Happy happy happy. Who knows the meaning of that word? I am finally getting to see a glimpse of the other side...