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Man, I feel lazy not working... But my Uncle gave me some projects that I can do to keep me busy during the day and also to educate myself on things that I will constantly be around.. I am no longer on the beach, but am only 3 hours away (smile).
My mom is finally talking to me, but my dad continually refuses to talk to me. He believes that since I did not go home before coming up here that I don't care about the family... so he won't talk to me. In a few days, it will have been a month since I have heard my dad's voice on the phone, and a month since he has told me that he loves me. But if I die tomorrow, he will be the one kicking himself in the ass, not me. I talked with my brother, and he was ecstatic to hear from me. My sister doesn't talk to me either. Weird. Whatever, the story of my life continues on. But, if I concerned myself with it to a point of not being able to function, I would get nowhere and it would better nothing and it would make me crabby to everyone else. So I disregard it all the time.
Rey and I are great... I have only been away from him a day and I miss him like crazy. I feel like I haven't seen him in years. Isn't that strange how that happens? But I think that the time we spend apart makes us appreciate having eachother that much more. The first week apart is always very angry. We fight, picking eachothers words as a monkey would pick crap off its' fellow monkeys body, and end up saying sweet nothings by the time we hang up. Heather, you feel me? Ah, to love long distance relationships... Who thinks up this crap anyway.
Well, I will be around. Let me know how all of you are doing.. I miss you...
My mom is finally talking to me, but my dad continually refuses to talk to me. He believes that since I did not go home before coming up here that I don't care about the family... so he won't talk to me. In a few days, it will have been a month since I have heard my dad's voice on the phone, and a month since he has told me that he loves me. But if I die tomorrow, he will be the one kicking himself in the ass, not me. I talked with my brother, and he was ecstatic to hear from me. My sister doesn't talk to me either. Weird. Whatever, the story of my life continues on. But, if I concerned myself with it to a point of not being able to function, I would get nowhere and it would better nothing and it would make me crabby to everyone else. So I disregard it all the time.
Rey and I are great... I have only been away from him a day and I miss him like crazy. I feel like I haven't seen him in years. Isn't that strange how that happens? But I think that the time we spend apart makes us appreciate having eachother that much more. The first week apart is always very angry. We fight, picking eachothers words as a monkey would pick crap off its' fellow monkeys body, and end up saying sweet nothings by the time we hang up. Heather, you feel me? Ah, to love long distance relationships... Who thinks up this crap anyway.
Well, I will be around. Let me know how all of you are doing.. I miss you...