Mar 16, 2006 02:46
Wow... did you ever just get so wrapped up in something serious you were doing, something that is important and that you know is important, and want very badly to do well on? I was so focused on getting this microeconomics test done, and I knew that I absolutely wanted to put all my effort into it because getting an A is vital to me because i have a C in the course currently, and I am sitting here scribbling out what I hope to God is the correct or at least my best response to these questions, and I was so totally zoomed in on it. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere, I just zoomed out like ultra-wide, and put it into perspective, that regardless of what I write, I know I'm right. The direction I'm headed is right. This is just a microscopic cell of a bigger, living thing. Weirdest feeling ever, made me nervous laugh; I broke out an uncontrollable smile.. usually I'm very in control of my emotions.. it was very strange. It was kind of nice not to be in control :) .. not trying to rationalize a possible wrong answer on this thing, I just thought it was enlightening. Anyway, I digress. Back to work!