Oh man, when will the drama end?
Hey everyone, this may be my last entry as Swivz.
You see, my ex-girlfriend has somehow found my journal and is holding all its contents against me, being a real bitch about it and exaggerating everything to the max. As a result I have no choice but to terminate my account and start a new one, one that she cant read.
I dont think she is over me yet and she thinks she can still play me like an idiot by making me choose between my mate and her, as if thinking that im going out with my best mate or something.
Which of course is not true and has infact been there for me when my ex was getting me down.
It amazes me that she goes spastic when she thinks I might be moving on with another girl, when she is the one who has had more action that I probably ever will since we split.
When I visited her in Christchurch I tried to get closer to her by being friendly and open minded about her new experiences, (all the while suppressing my sadness that she had moved on, any of you who know this feeling will know that it hurts) and she practically throws it back in my face by ignoring me and acting embarassed of me in the company of her mates (one of whom she stared at all night longingly, enhancing my "feeling-like-second-rate-shitness").
I pretty much got over her because of this and now she thinks I have to choose between her and my friend, when she has been with all these other guys?
Hypocritical I tell you ... and ... saddening :(
To all this I told her to "Drop this shit and be my friend as we were, or stay the hell away from me and lose me forever."
Do you think I was wrong in saying this? I will remain Swivz until anyone wants to give me some advice or anything helpful even. Cause I dont think Im being the asshole here.
Swivz, for the last time.
You see, my ex-girlfriend has somehow found my journal and is holding all its contents against me, being a real bitch about it and exaggerating everything to the max. As a result I have no choice but to terminate my account and start a new one, one that she cant read.
I dont think she is over me yet and she thinks she can still play me like an idiot by making me choose between my mate and her, as if thinking that im going out with my best mate or something.
Which of course is not true and has infact been there for me when my ex was getting me down.
It amazes me that she goes spastic when she thinks I might be moving on with another girl, when she is the one who has had more action that I probably ever will since we split.
When I visited her in Christchurch I tried to get closer to her by being friendly and open minded about her new experiences, (all the while suppressing my sadness that she had moved on, any of you who know this feeling will know that it hurts) and she practically throws it back in my face by ignoring me and acting embarassed of me in the company of her mates (one of whom she stared at all night longingly, enhancing my "feeling-like-second-rate-shitness").
I pretty much got over her because of this and now she thinks I have to choose between her and my friend, when she has been with all these other guys?
Hypocritical I tell you ... and ... saddening :(
To all this I told her to "Drop this shit and be my friend as we were, or stay the hell away from me and lose me forever."
Do you think I was wrong in saying this? I will remain Swivz until anyone wants to give me some advice or anything helpful even. Cause I dont think Im being the asshole here.
Swivz, for the last time.