"I am the worst communicator, and it is my downfall. Soon I will be alone in Savannah forever."
That was saved in my post box from the last time I attempted to write something. I have learned in the last two weeks that neither of those things are true. Here I am in Provincetown Massachusetts, my new home on the very tip of cape cod. I live at #17 delft haven on commercial street, right on the beach in all its beauty, ALONE. About the first week here was very busy and I was distracted enough to not feel the loss right away, but I do miss Savannah terribly. I will take pictures as often as possible as soon as possible, but I am yet to get my phone back from apple so that is to come later. I can say that it is a strange place I live in and not much is really going on. I have to really search for things to entertain me. I have taken to using the taxi as both a mode of transportation and entertainment as they pick up multiple passengers along my ride. Everyone is always headed someplace strange and are very open to talking about where and why they are going. So Ive made a deal with Jodie, the obese lesbian taxi driver, to let me stay in on the ride as long as possible. Sometimes it is just me and her, she talks about the latest installment of her internet sexcapades which are so hard to believe seeing her condition but I know they are true. Especially after seeing a true life about obese gay men and the sexy thin guys who love to fuck them. Shes currently seeing two women, one she is very interested in but is a bitchy hard to get tease and the other a sweet neurotic woman who "wants someone to pay her mortgage and feed the kids" its all very interesting at first but it gets old pretty quick, so if someone doesnt call in I bail. The restaurants here are all very expensive and at the same rate unimpressive so I went on a wild search today trying to find a health food store, which to my surprise I did! I had a delicious meal of veggie italian sausages that I cooked on this really fun hibachi grill on my back porch with an avocado tomato salad. It was actually warm enough to not have to wear five layers today so I sat outside and enjoyed it all on the sand. 88 has been a good girl and is unusually lazy for a puppy. she sleeps a lot and whenever I try and find her she is either on the couch or in my bed under the sheets with her head on the pillow. She is definitely destined for diva-dom. I have been watching a lot of tv...mostly True Life, Hannah Montana, Unwrapped and of course Anthony Bourdain No Reservations. I havnt really been in the drinking scene for about a month now and I think its been really good for my body, although I would really like to warm up next to my loneliness with a bottle of tequila..haha. Or some Vendange AT LEAST! To be honest I cant wait to have any kind of company so if you have any idea of visiting me at all I suggest you let me know asap because if you make the time ill make it happen.. maybe haha. So no pictures but I do have a horrifying video that I suggest you watch. Its only a piece of an entire documentary that was really chilling. Call me beep me.
Cameron
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