oh well
ok so today i thought was going to be good but well now i am really just sad and i dunno i am tired of feeling sorry for myself but i just want this to happen so bad and yet i think its about to and then nothing. oh and i am talking about my date that i was supposed to have on sat....yea i know hard to believe erik has a date but i did until she found out that she is super busy and can't make it i really do believe her but still its crushing. Oh well i will just have to wait til the next weekend but i think she is worth it...she is amazing...oh well enough complaining. Classes are going well and i dunno i am having a good time so whatever tonight just wasnt my night