Apr 24, 2005 22:56
i haven't been able to go out lately.....::long story::
i need to take a walk...i need to be in the quiet....i need to be under the sun ya know.....i fucking hate the spring and summer...u guys know that....but i need to.........i dunno/...i can't really explain it....i don't want to be alone....i want to go to a park or something,but i want to share it with someone....not just anyone....someone i actually like....boy or girl just as long as i can stand u lol.....i just don't want to be with anyone from my family lol....
im always with diana so it gets a little old ya know......i need to listen to music with someone who likes the same gay music i like....someone who can listen to GGD,Collective Soul...but can listen to Slayer,otep,Helmet....and then can move on to stuff like clutch or more gay shit like MCR lol.....
i need to be around genuinely smart ppl........
i know too many ppl who fake intelligence .....i don't mean i want someone who's great in school...b/c u can be book smart ,but have absolutely no common sense....im so tired...i can't even keep my eyes open lol......i want to TALK..
I FUCKING HATE INSTANT MESSAGING NOW!!!!!!!!there is no substitution for real face to face conversation
eh im done ........i can't keep my eyes open anymore lol.
later