judge not
so once again i write in here after weeks of not saying a word.....
to fill in...well, i'm now the apprentice over at round robin tattoo studio, so those of you that want to come hangout or check the shop out, it would be.....nice.
i'm still looking for any other BS job just to get my bye though i'm not doing too bad right now. i hope we start getting more business cause the more business we get the more money i'll make. i make a percentage off of the body jewelry i sell and if anyone looks through my sketch book and wants me to draw something up for them, i make whatever i charge for that.
it's fun, i'm learning alot. specially about color, since i've never been to good at that, i think i'm improving quite nicely.
...:::changing subject:::...
so i realized yesterday while talking to my friend chad that it's been a year since meghan and i broke up. it's amazing what has happened in a year. i didn't even realize it. i thought it'd be something that would stand out to me, but it was just another day. i guess that's what happens when you forget about something that you once loved. maybe i should say "once loved", because i can still say i love her. you can't just forget or push aside that love. it'll always be there. she will always be the first girl was "madly in love with" so to speak. (laugh if you want)
i still think about her, i still wonder what she's up to. i still want her to be happy and safe and live the life she wanted to, though obviously, it isn't with me. looking back i know we both said things and did things that made everything alot harder and more difficult. i admit that i was wrong in a few things, but i hope that in everything that happened, God's plan was ultimately revealed and we can be better people through it all.
i know that meeting rachel has been a blessing in itself. she has been a source of strength for me as i have tried to be for her. we've already gone through some tough things together. the divorce of her parents, jobs situations for both she and i, and most recently, the death of her grandfather. her family has really taken me in and it's nice to be part of a ig family. i have lots of aunts, and uncles now that are awesome and we have lots of family cookouts. hahaha!
so anyway, that's my story and i'm stickin to it. it was nice to just sit down for a few momments and exhale.
to fill in...well, i'm now the apprentice over at round robin tattoo studio, so those of you that want to come hangout or check the shop out, it would be.....nice.
i'm still looking for any other BS job just to get my bye though i'm not doing too bad right now. i hope we start getting more business cause the more business we get the more money i'll make. i make a percentage off of the body jewelry i sell and if anyone looks through my sketch book and wants me to draw something up for them, i make whatever i charge for that.
it's fun, i'm learning alot. specially about color, since i've never been to good at that, i think i'm improving quite nicely.
...:::changing subject:::...
so i realized yesterday while talking to my friend chad that it's been a year since meghan and i broke up. it's amazing what has happened in a year. i didn't even realize it. i thought it'd be something that would stand out to me, but it was just another day. i guess that's what happens when you forget about something that you once loved. maybe i should say "once loved", because i can still say i love her. you can't just forget or push aside that love. it'll always be there. she will always be the first girl was "madly in love with" so to speak. (laugh if you want)
i still think about her, i still wonder what she's up to. i still want her to be happy and safe and live the life she wanted to, though obviously, it isn't with me. looking back i know we both said things and did things that made everything alot harder and more difficult. i admit that i was wrong in a few things, but i hope that in everything that happened, God's plan was ultimately revealed and we can be better people through it all.
i know that meeting rachel has been a blessing in itself. she has been a source of strength for me as i have tried to be for her. we've already gone through some tough things together. the divorce of her parents, jobs situations for both she and i, and most recently, the death of her grandfather. her family has really taken me in and it's nice to be part of a ig family. i have lots of aunts, and uncles now that are awesome and we have lots of family cookouts. hahaha!
so anyway, that's my story and i'm stickin to it. it was nice to just sit down for a few momments and exhale.