Stranded in Love ~ (Part 2)
Stranded in Love ~ (Part 2)
Author: Switaly
Length: 2/?
Pairings: Yoosu, Yunjae (later)
Genre: Romance, Comedy, Drama, Angst
Rating: PG-13
~Narrated from Yoochun’s P.O.V.~
Summary: Yoochun has liked Junsu for a long time but just recently realized his own feelings for him. He has been wanting to confess but has always been interrupted countless of times. Sometimes he wishes that they could be stranded, alone, in an island. Just him and Junsu… so he can confess to him without distractions. His wish came true when their vacation cruise sank. Now, he has all the time in the world and he has Junsu all to himself. The only problem is… will Junsu like him back?
A/N: I think this will be my last update for now before I go on hiatus… Cause of school! *sobs* I’ll come back… *kidnapped by school*
Stranded in Love ~ (Part 2)
It had been like this, recently. Me getting happy because of Junsu for one moment, and me getting hurt because of Junsu in the next. I’m planning to tell him my feelings tomorrow, during the vacation cruise. Maybe claiming that he’s mine might change his answers for these type of questions… maybe.
As our schedule ended, we drove home and could finally ease our fatigues. I heard Jaejoong hyung slam the door on Yunho hyung as soon as we got home. The rest of us showed no interest or concern because they always fought but made up in the end. Changmin went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. He usually eats a lot after that and then sleeps. Junsu, on the other hand, collapsed in the couch. I sat in one of our single chairs and watched him. He never shows his fatigue; I couldn’t even imagine that he was so tired because he just kept paying attention to what we’re doing while smiling. That’s one of the things that made me love him: always doing his best and giving it his all then hides his tiredness from everyone. It gets me worried sometimes, though. Seeing him like that makes me want to work harder. I’m the opposite of him; I always want the easiest way so I can save my energy for the rest of our schedule. My fatigue always shows too.
He started sitting up from the couch and spotted me staring at him. I panicked and looked for anything that can save me. I took the closest thing to me which was Changmin’s book. He looked at me while rubbing his eyes. Why does he have to look so cute?!
“Yoochun… what are you doing?” He asks me in a sleepy voice.
“Oh you know… just reading peacefully.” I tried to look like I was actually reading.
“But that’s Changmin’s book and it’s… upside down.” I panicked again and quickly turned the book over.
“Uh- I- I was just checking how it feels to read upside down...”
“Oh… okay weirdo. I’m going to bed.” He walked towards his room which he shared with Changmin and Yunho hyung. That’s what we usually say to the media. But Yunho hyung always switches with me. He basically slept in “my” bed more than me. The reason why we can’t officially switch is because of the media… just in case. So that’s basically their room while I share a room with Changmin and Junsu. I don’t mind at all because I could stare at Junsu when he sleeps.
I sigh, relieved that Junsu didn’t catch me. I closed the book as Changmin walks out of the shower while drying his hair.
“Hyung… what are you doing with my book? You want to learn too?!” Huh? What was he talking about? I set down the book on the table and figured out. The book’s title is How to Savor the Taste of your Food.
I ran to the room which I shared with Jaejoong hyung, weirded out by Changmin’s choice of books. Neither of them has informed me if they wanted to switch so I assume that they haven’t made up yet or this is one of those rare nights they’ll be sleeping in different rooms. I opened the door without knocking only to see them making out on the bed with Yunho hyung on top of Jaejoong hyung. My eyes widened at the sight and I quickly got out of the room and shut the door. I guess they already made up and were too busy to tell me. At least they still had their clothes on… and they weren’t moaning…that much. Oh well, lesson learned!
I opened the door to the other bedroom, quite happy that I’ll be sleeping there. I see Junsu in a weird position, hugging a pillow. I smile and sat on Yunho hyung’s bed which was right next to Junsu’s and slipped the hanging hair on his face behind his thin ear. I couldn’t hold back as I caressed his sleeping face. He twitched a little from my touch. I lie down in Yunho hyung’s bed and faced him, happy seeing him next to me as I drift off to sleep.
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I woke up the next day with Junsu sitting on top of me. My eyes almost popped out of its socket from shock.
“J-Junsu! What are you doing?!”
“Trying to wake you up… you know how hard it is to wake you?!” He looked frustrated.
“Oh- sorry…” I offer my cheesy smile. He looked away while pouting but remained sitting on top of me. I took this chance to hug his upper body and tackle him down. I got on top of him as we switched positions and stared deep in his eyes while secretly moving my hands…ready to tickle him.
“Kya-kya-kya-kya-kya-kya-kya!!! St-stop it!” I continued to tickle him using the power I used trying to resist claiming his lips.
“How about the others?” I asked, still tickling him.
“Kya-kya-kya-they’re- they’re too busy packing! But they just said that to make me wake you up!”
“You could’ve ignored and left me here while I get left behind…” I said, challenging his answer.
“What? No! It wouldn’t be fun if we weren’t all together!” He answers back, trying to escape my hold. His answer made me smile. It made me realize what a kind-hearted person Junsu is. My heart is beating too fast. Now that I pinned him down, and we were all alone, maybe it’s the right time to confess.
“Hey Junsu, I have something to confess.” He stopped struggling and looked at me in the eyes.
“I-I-I-I-I LO-“
“Hey guys! Our ride comes in an hour…” Changmin suddenly opens the door with wide eyes, seeing me pinning down Junsu in Yunho hyung’s bed.
“OH MY GOSHHH!!! My innocent eyes!!! AHHHH-“He runs out of the room with his hands on his eyes. I got off of Junsu, letting him free.
“He totally misunderstood.” Junsu shook his head.
That made me think of how he would react if I actually was doing what Changmin misunderstood of. I’ll just confess to him during the vacation cruise.
“I’m going to take a shower real quick, tell the others I’ll be out in a minute.” I said kind of disappointed.
“Okay! Do you need help scrubbing?!” He asks cheerfully, making me surprised, thinking of him seeing me naked.
“If it’s from you, then y-“
“Just Kidding! Blehh~” He stuck his tongue out at me with a smile and ran out of the room laughing, making me frustrated. My face is starting to feel hot. I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror… I really was blushing. I got in the shower and turned it on, feeling beads of hot water on my skin. My head was full of thoughts about Junsu… what does he really think of me? I wasn’t even sure if I was in love with him until I talked to Jaejoong hyung about it…
~/FLASH BACK\~
“Jaejoong hyung, there’s something wrong with me lately.” I looked at him sadly.
“Omo! Yoochun are you sick?!” He felt my forehead.
“No… at least I don’t think so… It’s about Junsu.”
“Hmm… what about him? You’ve been teasing him a lot lately. Be careful, he might take your words seriously if you tease him too much.”
“I know… I just can’t help it. It’s the only way I can express what I’m feeling. It just comes out of my mouth without me even thinking it. Jaejoong hyung, what’s wrong with me?”
“Well, what do you feel when you’re near Junsu?”
“That’s the thing; I can’t act normal towards him anymore. So I tease him instead. I always feel nervous and jumpy. I can hear my heart beating too! I find myself staring at him a lot though…” I sigh.
“Hmmm… what do you feel when Junsu is being touched, or even kissed?” I stared to grow angry.
“Jaejoong hyung why do you have to bring that up? I don’t want to think about it. I feel so angry that I just want to punch the daylights out of whoever touches him. Even if it’s a girl, I’m sorry… but I can’t help it. I want him mine, only I can touch him. Then I find myself getting frustrated then depressed that I couldn’t do anything but to accept it.” I put my head down and Jaejoong hyung pats it.
“But… you’ve been smiling a lot lately. What’s up with that hmm?” I looked back up at him and smiled, thinking about Junsu.
“His smile is so… I can’t explain it. His smile makes me smile also and it erases all my bad emotions. I just want to pinch him! I feel like I just swallowed a group of butterflies and they are now fluttering around inside my stomach. And look at his body! His curve! His duck - butt! Don’t you just wanna squeeze it! I want to touch him and kis-” I covered my mouth with both of my hands, stopping it from saying further more. Jaejoong hyung laughs at my face as it turns reddish.
“Haha~ don’t worry Yoochun… I know exactly how you feel. I feel the same towards my Yunnie!” He smiles and waits for my reply.
“So… you mean…” I started out, nervous.
“Yes…” Jaejoong hyung nods.
“That I-I’m…”
“Yes, yes…” He continues to nod happily.
“I’m a pervert?!” He smacks my head hard.
“No! Are you calling me a pervert Park Yoochun?!” He huffs as he crosses his arms and looks away.
“Well… you kinda stare at Yunho hyung and drool sometimes… Haha! I’m just kidding Jaejoong hyung; I know what you’re trying to say. I’m in love with Junsu right?” We went back to being serious. He nods back with a smile.
“I knew it from the start… I just wasn’t sure if it was that type of love.” I smile in acceptance.
“What should I do first to make him mine, Jaejoong hyung?”
“Well, of course you have to tell him how you feel.”
“But… but what if he doesn’t like me the way that I like him? What if… What if he only found me as his best friend and nothing more? What if-” Jaejoong hyung covers my mouth as I start to get uneasy from the thought.
“Yoochun, you will never know for sure if you don’t ask him yourself. Maybe he likes you, maybe he doesn’t. Just tell him your feelings and don’t give up.” I look at him.
“What would you choose Jaejoong hyung? Friendship or love?”
“Well, it sort of comes in a package. You either get both or lose both.” He nods and smiles calmly at me, leaving me in deep thought as Yunho hyung, Changmin, and Junsu comes back from playing soccer outside.
“Yoochun! I beat Yunho hyung and Changmin at the same time!” He sits next to me with a smile, making my heart beat into that same rate again…”
~/END OF FLASHBACK\~
I turned off the shower and grabbed a towel, wrapping it around my lower region as I grabbed another and dried my hair. I walked out of the bathroom and picked out some comfortable clothes to wear. Then I stuffed a few more in a bag that I will be taking to the cruise trip. I looked around the room for anything else I needed. I spot a pocket knife next to a flashlight. Hmmm… a flashlight and a pocket knife? Why would I need such things? I grabbed my bag of clothes and left the room. Hmmm… I think I should get the pocket knife and flashlight…I walked back and grabbed it then left the room again, feeling satisfied. I’ll keep those, just in case…
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A/N: It’s really hard to update when there’s school *-*! I’m sorry everyone! T_T I hope you can bear with me…
~ I Hope You Enjoyed Reading it as much as I Enjoyed Writing it! ^0^~