Bored at work...
I'm feeling nostalgic. I'm at the gallery alone and I brought my laptop, so I was doing the usual...procrastinating, mainly with facebook. First I responded to a message Sarah sent me about the cabin. Then I looked at photos of Aimee with college friends in the city. Then I saw that Dominique had updated her profile picture and she looks wayyyyyy different. These things made me feel some type of bittersweet emotion...not sadness, but something close to nostalgia I guess, as I originally called it.
I feel like I don't see friends anymore, or at least the ones that don't still live in NJ. And even then I saw Dorrie and Alison just last Saturday for the first time in a month (Dorrie) and over a month (Alison). I did see college friends in between, but still...I was so excited when all the Millburn people moved back home(-ish in the case of Sarah) and I don't even hang out with them! And Joanna's going away in a month and I feel like there's not enough time in my new work schedule to see her at all!
I'm going to stress myself out and worsen my psoriasis/eczema/whatever the hell it is if I keep up this negative thinking. Why can't I just have a job in the city and live in Hoboken, so I can be halfway between my friends and my boyfriend, and not have to commute to work 45 minutes out of my way 4/5 days a week?! NYC job/Hoboken living space is the perfect solution to all. Why can't I wish and make it come true?
P.S. It's always kind of amusing/frustrating when my posts start out with one thought and kind of evolve and end with a slightly-related, but still different thought.
I feel like I don't see friends anymore, or at least the ones that don't still live in NJ. And even then I saw Dorrie and Alison just last Saturday for the first time in a month (Dorrie) and over a month (Alison). I did see college friends in between, but still...I was so excited when all the Millburn people moved back home(-ish in the case of Sarah) and I don't even hang out with them! And Joanna's going away in a month and I feel like there's not enough time in my new work schedule to see her at all!
I'm going to stress myself out and worsen my psoriasis/eczema/whatever the hell it is if I keep up this negative thinking. Why can't I just have a job in the city and live in Hoboken, so I can be halfway between my friends and my boyfriend, and not have to commute to work 45 minutes out of my way 4/5 days a week?! NYC job/Hoboken living space is the perfect solution to all. Why can't I wish and make it come true?
P.S. It's always kind of amusing/frustrating when my posts start out with one thought and kind of evolve and end with a slightly-related, but still different thought.