due to popular demand
ive been told i should update more, so i think i will. i think its a pretty good idea to do so. not many peole read this anymore, so i should just go for it.
lately, ive been happy. things are going my way, and its almost my birthday. wahhoooo. girls only birthday party should be fun if everyone can come. ashleigh cant though.
2006 is almost over, this is the fastest year ive ever lived through, if that makes sense. i almost got hit by some old guy today, im so grateful i didnt. i felt like i wasnt in control of what was going to happen, but i felt like something or someone else took control and made everything okay. it wasnt a near death experience, but if i have to live through any type of near death experience i hope this was the last and only one.
im really excited for christmas this year because this is the first year ive been able to buy some really great gifts for other people and im really excited to see how they like or hate what i got them.
i wish there was someone out there who could explain whats going on and tell you that everything will be okay, and i wish that person was right. someone who could predict a happy future and follow through.
ive been happy lately, but somewhat discontent with myself. thats a horrible feeling. i wish i could widen what i mean by that, and i also wish i could make it better but i cant. i wonder if i told my mom if she would understand. but i feel like no one understands and its unexplainable.
how far can you push yourself? i dont want to know
lately, ive been happy. things are going my way, and its almost my birthday. wahhoooo. girls only birthday party should be fun if everyone can come. ashleigh cant though.
2006 is almost over, this is the fastest year ive ever lived through, if that makes sense. i almost got hit by some old guy today, im so grateful i didnt. i felt like i wasnt in control of what was going to happen, but i felt like something or someone else took control and made everything okay. it wasnt a near death experience, but if i have to live through any type of near death experience i hope this was the last and only one.
im really excited for christmas this year because this is the first year ive been able to buy some really great gifts for other people and im really excited to see how they like or hate what i got them.
i wish there was someone out there who could explain whats going on and tell you that everything will be okay, and i wish that person was right. someone who could predict a happy future and follow through.
ive been happy lately, but somewhat discontent with myself. thats a horrible feeling. i wish i could widen what i mean by that, and i also wish i could make it better but i cant. i wonder if i told my mom if she would understand. but i feel like no one understands and its unexplainable.
how far can you push yourself? i dont want to know