being an only child makes me a little EMO.
i am a junior in high school. my brother left for college one week ago. two years from now i'll be doing the same. people ask me where i want to go to college, what will i major in, what i want to do when i grow up. when i find myself with no answers, i feel like a failure--not because i expect myself to know what i'll be doing the rest of my life. but because other people expect me to know already, and by being content with the uncertainty in my future, i have failed them.
high school can be pointless sometimes. by the time you're sixteen years old, you should be able to choose what you want to learn. so why the hell do i still have to take PE and physics?? oh and marching band is my own personal devil.
most things are not as bothersome as the aforementioned, however. english class is serendipity and friends and good teachers make every other class bearable at least. if it weren't for scheduling obstacles, everything could be perfect. but i have to learn to settle for less than that.
high school can be pointless sometimes. by the time you're sixteen years old, you should be able to choose what you want to learn. so why the hell do i still have to take PE and physics?? oh and marching band is my own personal devil.
most things are not as bothersome as the aforementioned, however. english class is serendipity and friends and good teachers make every other class bearable at least. if it weren't for scheduling obstacles, everything could be perfect. but i have to learn to settle for less than that.