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ughh I don't anything anyone in my fucking family dose.Last night my brother and my dad go into another fight.Because my brother is going to go back into the punk scene or whatever...or hes thinking about or something.And my dad "will not have any of that in his house" so...if he dose they are going to take my brothers truck away.And ughh I hate my dad.And he said that if my brother runs away this time they arn't gonna try to bring him back...which scares me.And then...they bring up me...they were all "this is why we have to take your sister to theropy because we dont think she gets enough attention" and I'm just like....what the fuck so now some of this is my fault??And I'm in the room right next to them and they think I can't fucking hear them.And then my dad starts saying..."I love you no matter what" and thats bullshit hes just saying because he has to.But I see him when he talks to other kids...at church and shit...he wants me and my brother to be like them...not the fuck ups that we are.He just "loves" who we used to be.he fucking hates everything we do...our music...our opions...everything.I hate him.I hate this fucking family.