first of many
"this ain't no disco, ain't no country club either...."
that is how I feel right now....and like I'm on a roller coaster...my life has been so up and down since April.
I was planning for a wedding, dealing with not being in love with the woman I was going to marry, meeting someone else who I was attracted to, got married May 7th, fought and cried non stop, told her I wasn't in love anymore, moved out the next day (July 5th) , moved into the house of the woman I thought was attractive, had another emotional break down, moved into my own apartment, met people online, made new friends, getting over the attachment to the ex, much happier, met a girl (Kat), had a fabulous weekend with her, missed her and now here I am.....
what to do, what to do.....
that is how I feel right now....and like I'm on a roller coaster...my life has been so up and down since April.
I was planning for a wedding, dealing with not being in love with the woman I was going to marry, meeting someone else who I was attracted to, got married May 7th, fought and cried non stop, told her I wasn't in love anymore, moved out the next day (July 5th) , moved into the house of the woman I thought was attractive, had another emotional break down, moved into my own apartment, met people online, made new friends, getting over the attachment to the ex, much happier, met a girl (Kat), had a fabulous weekend with her, missed her and now here I am.....
what to do, what to do.....