Sep 21, 2006 03:08
check out my horoscope for 9/20:
"If you want the new plans you're making to succeed, you need to do more than devote yourself to hours of wishful thinking or positive visualization. It's time for action. Make the phone calls, write the emails and pay some special visits to the people who can help you finalize your plans and make this thing happen! You can't do this on your own, no matter how capable (and on fire!) you are right now. You feel powerful-- and you are powerful-- but this should be a collaboration."
that is just RIGHT on the money. i've been thinking over the last few days about how i need to get things moving on applying for editing jobs and get a tighter grip on my finances so that i can get out from under this giant weight of being broke that has been following me around for YEARS now.
which reminds me: kate. i'm a dork. do you think your friend would still want my resume? i kept meaning to do it and the month just flew away from me. let me know what you think. i'm updating it to send out to multiple places, but let me know if i should still send it your way.
um, yeah. send me good vibes guys. i want a real job. i love my job at apple, but the harsh reality here is that i need to be making more money. especially since i found out a few days ago that my mom's job is now in jeopardy. i hate that i'm still reliant on her for anything. it's only a couple of things (car insurance - $175/mo.; cell phone - $60/mo.), but i honestly can't take them on with the salary i make now. it's time to get serious. i need to work on my resume. i think i'm going to do it now. while i'm all motivated. yeah, it's 2:303am. oh well. not like i'm tired anyway. [EDIT: my connection was all wonky when i finished this entry, so i actually am posting this having FINISHED updating the resume. now i just need someone to look it over and tell me what they think.]
oh and for those who care, my shoulder is still killing me. anyone have any leftover painkillers they're willing to send my way? i can NOT afford another doctor visit right now. :(
growing up,
responsibility,
money sucks,
ouch