Now I know my way to Greener Pastures...
I have every Pearl Jam cd :-) o yay!
Now, at this moment it is not my intent to sound at all like a bitch, or anything self-centered which ofcourse after all this is said, you will accuse me of being. And this is directed at certain people, not people as a whole.. so please.. dont flatter yourself and assume you are included.
Ook, you said your intent is not to pressure me into anything. Well might you be so kind as to cut to the chase and admit that yes, your intent is to pressure me. Basically by you opening your mouth at all and making me aware of how you feel, or have "felt" for "quite a long time," you're sticking it to me. And by no means am I going to feel guilty about that at all. Which is your intent.. dont lie, I dont like liars. Maybe not maliciously do you wish to do that, but there are different ways of letting me know you care for me in that manner. Basically by cornering me and forcing me to consider you and your feelings, you are pressuring me to make a decision between you and the relationship I just got out of. Do you really find that fair? In that case I would consider you quite selfish because you are thinking of the end result; not being someone to make me happy, just having me. Do I think less of you for it? haha yes! obviously you dont care about my feelings. I mean, Im not in an awkward situation with a serious relationship or anything like that. I mean, what do you expect? Any feelings Ive had/have for my first love would be erased upon hearing your romeo plea? Not that I hear you considering anything about me but the way I look. so please.. if you care for me like you say you do, do me a favor and realize I didnt like you at first sight, and that puts you far behind.
"cemetary where I marry the sea"
WANTED= ENVELOPES. "did you mean manilla folders?" NO!!!!! ENVELOPES. The things that you lick and mail to people. Different sizes, materials, colors and everything! If you have any.. donate it to the RANDI NEEDS ENVELOPES fund and make a girl happy. :-D
X mas - weeeeee!
I wish to forget all the reasons I could ever have a bad thought in my head.
fucking insane dream last nite. Swimming in a pool under the propeller of an airplane, and flooding the place till it collapses.
I want my heart to stop breaking~ *tape*
"it's a lonely view"
Now, at this moment it is not my intent to sound at all like a bitch, or anything self-centered which ofcourse after all this is said, you will accuse me of being. And this is directed at certain people, not people as a whole.. so please.. dont flatter yourself and assume you are included.
Ook, you said your intent is not to pressure me into anything. Well might you be so kind as to cut to the chase and admit that yes, your intent is to pressure me. Basically by you opening your mouth at all and making me aware of how you feel, or have "felt" for "quite a long time," you're sticking it to me. And by no means am I going to feel guilty about that at all. Which is your intent.. dont lie, I dont like liars. Maybe not maliciously do you wish to do that, but there are different ways of letting me know you care for me in that manner. Basically by cornering me and forcing me to consider you and your feelings, you are pressuring me to make a decision between you and the relationship I just got out of. Do you really find that fair? In that case I would consider you quite selfish because you are thinking of the end result; not being someone to make me happy, just having me. Do I think less of you for it? haha yes! obviously you dont care about my feelings. I mean, Im not in an awkward situation with a serious relationship or anything like that. I mean, what do you expect? Any feelings Ive had/have for my first love would be erased upon hearing your romeo plea? Not that I hear you considering anything about me but the way I look. so please.. if you care for me like you say you do, do me a favor and realize I didnt like you at first sight, and that puts you far behind.
"cemetary where I marry the sea"
WANTED= ENVELOPES. "did you mean manilla folders?" NO!!!!! ENVELOPES. The things that you lick and mail to people. Different sizes, materials, colors and everything! If you have any.. donate it to the RANDI NEEDS ENVELOPES fund and make a girl happy. :-D
X mas - weeeeee!
I wish to forget all the reasons I could ever have a bad thought in my head.
fucking insane dream last nite. Swimming in a pool under the propeller of an airplane, and flooding the place till it collapses.
I want my heart to stop breaking~ *tape*
"it's a lonely view"