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I'm really jealous of how a lot of my friends are really close with their families.
Tonight Ana went to a concert with her family, and is going home after that. And from what I can tell, she talks to one of her parents almost everyday.
It's been about a week since my mom and I talked, my brother doesn't even respond to my text messages, and my sister is all grown up with a husband and daughter and her own life. I'm really starting to feel like I'm missing out, and realizing why I miss Eric so much; he made me feel like I had a family. He was part of my family.
But now that we're broken up I don't have that constant reassurance of love, and I've been having trouble pulling that reassurance out of myself.
Tonight Ana's mom gave me a hug, and it made me wish my mom had more time for me. But instead she works two jobs because she has to make money to support our family.
I'm not doing ok right now. I need to learn how to pull that out of myself instead of depending on other people.
That, and Eric's got a new girlfriend. He's not having trouble moving on, so why am I?
Tonight Ana went to a concert with her family, and is going home after that. And from what I can tell, she talks to one of her parents almost everyday.
It's been about a week since my mom and I talked, my brother doesn't even respond to my text messages, and my sister is all grown up with a husband and daughter and her own life. I'm really starting to feel like I'm missing out, and realizing why I miss Eric so much; he made me feel like I had a family. He was part of my family.
But now that we're broken up I don't have that constant reassurance of love, and I've been having trouble pulling that reassurance out of myself.
Tonight Ana's mom gave me a hug, and it made me wish my mom had more time for me. But instead she works two jobs because she has to make money to support our family.
I'm not doing ok right now. I need to learn how to pull that out of myself instead of depending on other people.
That, and Eric's got a new girlfriend. He's not having trouble moving on, so why am I?