15.
Eric went and got a girlfriend. I know her, too. He almost dated her before we got together two years ago. I can't believe how much that hurt to find out.
But then Austin came up, and we went out, and it was a date, and it was great. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. I'm really starting to get attached to him. I hope things work out. I'm not going to try pushing too hard because I don't want to scare him, but maybe I should push harder. I don't know.
I kind of just want him to call me and be like, "Hey, I really like you." Because I want to hear that right now. But I'm like, 99% sure he really likes me. Whenever we talk he's so sweet & stuff, but I don't know. Maybe he's got other girls I don't know about? Maybe they're fucking & he's hiding that from me? Who knows.
I just know I don't want to push myself into anything I might not be ready for.
That, and I've finally shaken the feeling that Eric and I will get together.
But then Austin came up, and we went out, and it was a date, and it was great. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. I'm really starting to get attached to him. I hope things work out. I'm not going to try pushing too hard because I don't want to scare him, but maybe I should push harder. I don't know.
I kind of just want him to call me and be like, "Hey, I really like you." Because I want to hear that right now. But I'm like, 99% sure he really likes me. Whenever we talk he's so sweet & stuff, but I don't know. Maybe he's got other girls I don't know about? Maybe they're fucking & he's hiding that from me? Who knows.
I just know I don't want to push myself into anything I might not be ready for.
That, and I've finally shaken the feeling that Eric and I will get together.