Jadedness

[swirl2me]

My Blog is titled Memoirs of A Jaded Party Boi...... why am I considered jaded. This is a term I allowed myself to become.......sad but true.... a part of me has always considered pain to be the most sincere emotion I can feel. It can be due to the fact that happiness could be fleeting or that joy can be indecisive.

I am jaded because I have been hurt. But thats a lame reason.

I am jaded because even if I feel certain attraction towards someone. I will not act on it.

I am jaded because even if I like someone I will assume it will go away.

I am jaded because I think all my relationships will end.

I am jaded because I have no trust.

I am jaded because of the fact that I am jaded.

I am jaded because I am.

I wish not be to jaded but that will take alot of effort and I do not know of anyone who can help.

I will be jaded until I choose not to be.