And just when u tot u were alright, something proves u wrong....
Holloween Party time, usual. Unusual part was that we actually dressed up to party this time. Got together an impromptu outfit from my existing outfits and walla, came out with a boyscout outfit. I thought I looked pretty alright. Ok I'll be egoistic and say I thought I looked pretty goddamn cute haha.
We were doing makeup at David's Loft and then we headed down to Brian And Wan's haunted mansion party. There I bumped into Iman, first time we actually made any decent conversation despite having chatted before online. Anyways..... the party was interesting, bumped into a few friends here and there then we headed down to Taboo.
Just as I was fretting how to get the rest of the boys into the bar, I see Philip and behind him is "Mr Big". His someone who I have sorta Carrie and Mr Big thing going in the past and we haven't seen one another in maybe 2 years now. We made casual conversation and tried to hear one another despite the loud music and chattering crowd.
Flashback into the past.
Me,"Why do I always seem to become a little boy when I see you even after I have grown?"
Him,"Some things don't change."
The sad thing is most things do change. It would have made me either swoon or go back into turmoil in the past. But I have changed, I have grown up, wiser, more experienced, and I have learned to listen to my head more than my heart,
Deleted his number after I got back home. I don't want to go back there anymore.
Thank you for acknowledging me and our past together and I wish you well for your future endeavours. But I hope I won't see you again.
I'll be ok.
We were doing makeup at David's Loft and then we headed down to Brian And Wan's haunted mansion party. There I bumped into Iman, first time we actually made any decent conversation despite having chatted before online. Anyways..... the party was interesting, bumped into a few friends here and there then we headed down to Taboo.
Just as I was fretting how to get the rest of the boys into the bar, I see Philip and behind him is "Mr Big". His someone who I have sorta Carrie and Mr Big thing going in the past and we haven't seen one another in maybe 2 years now. We made casual conversation and tried to hear one another despite the loud music and chattering crowd.
Flashback into the past.
Me,"Why do I always seem to become a little boy when I see you even after I have grown?"
Him,"Some things don't change."
The sad thing is most things do change. It would have made me either swoon or go back into turmoil in the past. But I have changed, I have grown up, wiser, more experienced, and I have learned to listen to my head more than my heart,
Deleted his number after I got back home. I don't want to go back there anymore.
Thank you for acknowledging me and our past together and I wish you well for your future endeavours. But I hope I won't see you again.
I'll be ok.