...wish i was to dead to care...
i am feeling about 500 emotions right now and dont know what to do. not that it is a bad thing i just wish i had someone to talk to. John fell asleep about 20 mins after we got home, started watchin the notebook then gave up and came up here and here i still sit. i have not been sleeping well at all and it sucks. i hate the feeling of being surrounded by so many people but feeling so alone i just want someone to listen and i mean really listen but i dont see that happening. honest to go i feel a lot better than i've felt in a long time i just ugh i dunno. John is leaving for WV on tuesday which is gonna suck i am gonna miss him so damn much he's like my best friend so it's just gonna be me, daisy, & kitters :( oh well i guess i'll go find somethin to do.....