I'm thinking.
well., today i was swimming trainer for some kids. Damn boring 'cuz I don't like kids much but it was fine though. At least I didn't kill anyone!! *lol* I just hated to be in the pool long time like 3 or 4 hours and just watched kids play though. :(
I did think about somethings.. mostly about myself.. think too much though. I just feel so lonely for being here. just like no one here with me. :( I have no friends to hang out with and feel like no one wants me to be here. So, my day just passed by ton of works that always kept me busy and it'd keep me busy about that. so, i won't have time for think about stupid things.. u noe! my doctor said I shouldn't think too much if I wanna be well. :( I'm trying!!!!
I just really feel like shit here, sorry but I can't help it.. I really feel like that. fuckin' lonely to be here!
I did think about somethings.. mostly about myself.. think too much though. I just feel so lonely for being here. just like no one here with me. :( I have no friends to hang out with and feel like no one wants me to be here. So, my day just passed by ton of works that always kept me busy and it'd keep me busy about that. so, i won't have time for think about stupid things.. u noe! my doctor said I shouldn't think too much if I wanna be well. :( I'm trying!!!!
I just really feel like shit here, sorry but I can't help it.. I really feel like that. fuckin' lonely to be here!