"i only know that summer sang in me a little while, that in me sings no more"

[swingusto]

My mind wants to get a head start on so many things that my body can’t keep up with anything lately and I have the empty bottle of painkillers to prove it. I’ve actually been getting enough sleep lately too. I like my original sleeping habits. ::Nap till 1 am then stay up till 5 in the morning then sleep until someone wakes me up:: my favorite line from the KC and j0j0 song-"I lose sleep just to daydream about you, baby." I like being tired cuz then I don’t have the energy to worry about things. And if worse comes to worse with a situation, I just sleep on it and even if it’s still the first thing I think of when I wake, atleast for a while unconsciousness can help me not remember that one thing I can’t forget.

To quote my deadjournal from almost a year ago today:
I woke up today missing summer, I'll go to sleep already missing right now if it's possible...
I think I'm ready for winter now