and who's to say it's wrong, and who's to say that it's not right, where we should be for now.
I never really thought I'd write in this again, ??
i just walked 5 blocks back to collins in torrential rain. it's monday, and my god the weather couldn't be more gray. It feels fitting, though. I hugged my shoulders the whole way back, passing people in cozy rainboots, jackets, and umbrellas... after losing mine this morning in shriver center, my luck for keeping dry today hasn't been that stellar. my roomates just came in, danng... i was so happy to come back to my room with all lights off except the twinkle lights strung around our room, only the hum of our 5 fans... and the rain falling from our window.
it felt so good to stroll back from doodling all lecture long, freezing, listening to my ipod. i know it's beautiful here, for so many reasons. the fact that it gets greener when it pours is pretty great but also
if only it is to help me figure out where I actually want to be for the next "phase," or whatever this is, of my life. i need to remember that..?
i've never been this kind of lonely, where the feeling in my stomach gets familiar because it's there all of the time. and by all of the time, I mean allll of the time. I can be feeling quite normal and still have that queezy feeling. i just get so tired of thinking about it, at the end of the day
i just walked 5 blocks back to collins in torrential rain. it's monday, and my god the weather couldn't be more gray. It feels fitting, though. I hugged my shoulders the whole way back, passing people in cozy rainboots, jackets, and umbrellas... after losing mine this morning in shriver center, my luck for keeping dry today hasn't been that stellar. my roomates just came in, danng... i was so happy to come back to my room with all lights off except the twinkle lights strung around our room, only the hum of our 5 fans... and the rain falling from our window.
it felt so good to stroll back from doodling all lecture long, freezing, listening to my ipod. i know it's beautiful here, for so many reasons. the fact that it gets greener when it pours is pretty great but also
if only it is to help me figure out where I actually want to be for the next "phase," or whatever this is, of my life. i need to remember that..?
i've never been this kind of lonely, where the feeling in my stomach gets familiar because it's there all of the time. and by all of the time, I mean allll of the time. I can be feeling quite normal and still have that queezy feeling. i just get so tired of thinking about it, at the end of the day