Aug 10, 2005 17:36
Hello there - to everyone in the ever so forgotten land of livejournal. I plan to come here alot, it just never seems to happen. I'm not online hardly anymore. Oh well... im here now.
I've finally been able to ditch the hell of Dollar Tree and got my self a FULL TIME job. Is that not awesome?? Oh, it is! I wont start that though till i get back from my mini vacation. I think it's better this way so that everything is not totaly rushed.
Ive been up and down with Andrew latley. But we talked and work some things out. And with this time ive noticed alot fo things. His recent decisions are very controling, but i am willing to comply because being in love, i can not just not let him try what he thinks will fix us, no matter how blind that is to anyone on the outside. But the point of that is, ur on the outside, theres only so much u know. Which is, if i can helop it, next to nothing. I have also noticed i cannot stand emilee. all her "friends" or at least some of them, have said things about her, and now threw them and conception threw my eyes, she really just doesnt appeal to me as a good person. and thats my say. well, i could say more. but i wont. oh well! well, i'll say one more thing... and i find it awesome that me and drew could agree on those things together... anything me and drew can agree on, just makes me giggle even more. ahhh , the life.
i had two doctors apointments today. god it sucked the big one. okay peoples!! yes we kno im gunna die next year, lets be done with it!!!! (i say that to make myself feel better, so dont tell me otherwise) i can look at myself and laugh cuz thats the way lifes just lived. things get rough but u kno what, deal with it. its not worth mopign around... ur just waisting even MORE of your time. ah geez...
i think we should have a name contest. give a dollar to put in a name for one of my growths, two dollars for both, and all the names go in a hat and then we pick two names and whosever names are chosing, gets the $$. and has to take me to get a slushie... larger... and blue... hehe. i mean, come on. they are in MY head.
my aunt was being a huge bitch today. just ask jess. see watch i will...
ash: oh man, wasnt my aunt being a huge b-i-t-c-h?
jess: yeah she was!
see, i told you... !!!
yeahumok soooo
not to much more to say. well there is but sum of its confidential at the moment and only sum people know. so TOO BAD. youll kno eventually, and ull love it!!!
ill be back in another 5 moths... haha *later
<3 ash