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I've really stopped using this thing and its quite sad. Like, the one thing I would love to have recorded in here is me and John's life together and yet when we started going out I started writing less. Now I wanna get his Valentine's gift and I'm gonna leave soo much out! I wish I had thought of this gift earlier.. oh well. I'd say what it is but he has a LJ too..
So I quit Friendly's. It was eay.. Then it was hard.. But I made myself do it and it ended up feeling great, naturally. Now I have started working for my dad but we'll see how that goes. Tying appraisals may be the most boring job POSSIBLE. But it is good to get to know real estate and will help me in the long run. Plus it will ALWAYS be good easy money that I can make on the side.
I'm trying to work towards a goal here but everything has gotten s hard. Because of my parent's lack of enthusiasm, and my lack of standing up to them, I have graced myself with a two year standstill in life. I haven't done basically anything since graduating. They made me agree not to go to Boston, I agreed to skip over Westfield State and go to HCC, and out of pity I didn't go back for "a semester." Now, a year and a half later, I have made no progress. Im going to be 20 and I might as well have just graduated. My parents do absolutly nothing to help me with my future and I have no idea where I want to go from here. I realize that technically I CAN do it without them but I don't want to..
So I quit Friendly's. It was eay.. Then it was hard.. But I made myself do it and it ended up feeling great, naturally. Now I have started working for my dad but we'll see how that goes. Tying appraisals may be the most boring job POSSIBLE. But it is good to get to know real estate and will help me in the long run. Plus it will ALWAYS be good easy money that I can make on the side.
I'm trying to work towards a goal here but everything has gotten s hard. Because of my parent's lack of enthusiasm, and my lack of standing up to them, I have graced myself with a two year standstill in life. I haven't done basically anything since graduating. They made me agree not to go to Boston, I agreed to skip over Westfield State and go to HCC, and out of pity I didn't go back for "a semester." Now, a year and a half later, I have made no progress. Im going to be 20 and I might as well have just graduated. My parents do absolutly nothing to help me with my future and I have no idea where I want to go from here. I realize that technically I CAN do it without them but I don't want to..