some things
water is like air to me.
scott is like water to me.
everyone looks so sad in the world and then i realize that i look sad too. then i start to think about God, Scott, and Photography. Then i realize that people have started to wave at me and are attracted to me. am i the only one who finds happiness? today, i was feeling very sad and unhappy. i felt awful actually. physically, that is. i noticed that hardly anyone spoke to me, and those that did were like oh...sorry...i touched you..oops..
i don't mean to look like i don't want you to touch me. that's just something that comes across when you have a migraine and can't see straight, let alone tell who just said hello to you. i'm so friggin excited about tomorrow. i get to go see scott.
we've been together 6 months now.
sunday..last sunday.
i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with that kid. i really can't.
i hope kt finds her happiness. she seems so unhappy all the time. hopefully she'll realize that life is good and that people are worth fighting for.
i hope mark finds something that makes him feel satisfied and wanted. he keeps trying to fill the void in his life with just girls.. just making out isn't going to change anything i hope he realizes this and comes to a conclusion.
i hope that scott and i are together forever.
it's not an impossible request.
maybe to some, but scott and i have a friggin fairy tale romance.
no, it doesn't take work.
no way.
it's easy to love him
love overcomes all...don't know about that.
all i know is that i'd do anything for scott.
i'd do anything for clayton.
my clayton.
no one else can call him that.
i feel so intimate with him. like all the time.
he completes me.
kinda like God.
my version of God, may be a little different than some. but i'll have you know we're pretty friggin close, and it's awesome.
i love you all.
<3 ams
scott is like water to me.
everyone looks so sad in the world and then i realize that i look sad too. then i start to think about God, Scott, and Photography. Then i realize that people have started to wave at me and are attracted to me. am i the only one who finds happiness? today, i was feeling very sad and unhappy. i felt awful actually. physically, that is. i noticed that hardly anyone spoke to me, and those that did were like oh...sorry...i touched you..oops..
i don't mean to look like i don't want you to touch me. that's just something that comes across when you have a migraine and can't see straight, let alone tell who just said hello to you. i'm so friggin excited about tomorrow. i get to go see scott.
we've been together 6 months now.
sunday..last sunday.
i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with that kid. i really can't.
i hope kt finds her happiness. she seems so unhappy all the time. hopefully she'll realize that life is good and that people are worth fighting for.
i hope mark finds something that makes him feel satisfied and wanted. he keeps trying to fill the void in his life with just girls.. just making out isn't going to change anything i hope he realizes this and comes to a conclusion.
i hope that scott and i are together forever.
it's not an impossible request.
maybe to some, but scott and i have a friggin fairy tale romance.
no, it doesn't take work.
no way.
it's easy to love him
love overcomes all...don't know about that.
all i know is that i'd do anything for scott.
i'd do anything for clayton.
my clayton.
no one else can call him that.
i feel so intimate with him. like all the time.
he completes me.
kinda like God.
my version of God, may be a little different than some. but i'll have you know we're pretty friggin close, and it's awesome.
i love you all.
<3 ams