i feel
awful. i hate myself lately. especially right now. i suck at life and being good.
i'm not a good person.
i miss God.
i miss love.
i miss...my daddy...being himself...not with some girlfriend he met at work six weeks ago, and hangs out with more than me or mom....doesn't care too much about us anymore. he doesn't care that he breaks my heart a lot anymore.
i hurt people.
i'm a mess.
don't hang around me.
just don't do it. i swear it'll be better off for you.
i'm not a good person.
i miss God.
i miss love.
i miss...my daddy...being himself...not with some girlfriend he met at work six weeks ago, and hangs out with more than me or mom....doesn't care too much about us anymore. he doesn't care that he breaks my heart a lot anymore.
i hurt people.
i'm a mess.
don't hang around me.
just don't do it. i swear it'll be better off for you.