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Jul 13, 2009 19:42

Am procrastinating. Again. When September rolls around and I'm panicking about my dissertation I'm sure I'll regret it, but in the meantime - anon-meme!

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Comments 15

anonymous July 13 2009, 18:58:37 UTC

You're sort of a bit awesome and I've love to meet you someday ♥

swing_set July 13 2009, 19:03:52 UTC

Aw! You're lovely, whoever you are. :)

anonymous July 13 2009, 19:10:31 UTC

I've just had a conversation with my best friend that made me cry. She asked me why I was fed up. I said I was tired of being alone, hoping for a bit of empathy or even a virtual hug. And in the very next sentence she made it all about her. About how she was tired of being alone and that's why she decided to go out on the date she's just been on (rub it in, why don't you?) instead of running away for a change and how it's all so difficult for her because she has kids. Or 'baggage', as she called it. I wanted to scream at her THEY ARE NOT BAGGAGE. THEY ARE PEOPLE, ACTUAL PEOPLE THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE. THAT'S TWO MORE THAN I'VE GOT. But I didn't. I closed the window and logged off without saying another word.

I've been alone for years. Really, absolutely alone. She's had a succession of boyfriends, and has her family around her. It pissed me off so much.

anonymous July 13 2009, 19:14:33 UTC

*virtual hugs*

anonymous July 13 2009, 23:46:49 UTC

Oh, dude. *hugs* That's extremely lame of your friend. I'm so sorry.

anonymous July 13 2009, 19:11:34 UTC

One time when I was a kid my family were thinkng of moving, so we all went to look around an open house. While the grownups were looking around upstairs I suddenly had to go to the bathroom. Like NOW. So I made it to the bathroom under the stairs only to discover that the toilet wasn't connected yet and that if I didn't go here I was about to have an accident.
I went. It wasn't a number one, either.

anonymous July 13 2009, 19:43:50 UTC

LOL. *g*

anonymous July 13 2009, 20:04:33 UTC

I love my f'list, but there are times when I think I will never truly fit in and that I will always be an outsider. This has nothing to do with my f'list and everything to do with my own insecurities.

anonymous July 13 2009, 22:21:03 UTC

Sometimes I just feel stuck. I wish I knew what I was meant to be when I grow up. I never wanted to do anything except write, and gah, that's so unlikely it's just not even worth it because I can't write anything but oneshots before I lose interest, and I don't think I'm even that good anyway. And nobody will employ me for any kind of job, and my mother hates me, and sometimes when my boyfriend is talking I just want to tell him to SHUT UP for no reason except that, suddenly, I want him to go away. For no reason. It makes me feel so bad.

anonymous July 13 2009, 23:04:16 UTC

What might be a really great thing for you to do is to join a creative writing workshop? It's scary but amazing at the same time. And if they show you your flaws, they give you so much direction. *encourages*